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i just need someone to talk, to share.
yeah, i know, they understand what i feel. but they're not felt it.
felt about complicated mood. happy, sad, bored, fine, feel nothing, cry, cheersup, give up, and many more.
they just can gave me a support. made me up.
but that's not enough for me. they are not in front of me.
i just wanna see their face. talk to them, face to face.
but it's a impossible, cause they're not here right now!
i know, this is the risk of all my decision.
decision to be a big girl, from all of my obsession and dreams.
but, are they think that i really strong for face it alone??
never stay besides me when i really need them, here.
oh god, i really miss them. so deep.
really wanna go back home soon. cause when i'm home, i never felt this way.
really fine at home. can't be patient for waiting that day.
i just feel loneliness, feel nothing when i'm alone here.
i wish tomorrow can be better. better than this nite.
for my mom and dad, i love you so!
i'll try the best of me to make them proud..
and for my boy, i really miss you, deepest.
dont know to tell my feeling now.
sure, really really miss you, boy. always wishes the best for us. love you. much!
thanks for being a part of me. you're the best for me. :*
and the last, i just wanna say,
so thankfull cause i've got the best people in my life. they meant to me..
my strong mom, my responsible dad, my crazy boy, my freaky fams and my unique friends. love you all, guys! :)
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